every beat of my heart

Sunday, September 16, 2007

♥ 5:46 AM

I just want to say a big
THANK YOU
to those we asked me to cheer up.
I'm fine now, thank you so so so much for your concern.
It means the world to me(:

Anyway, I moved.
This is my new link! CLICK HERE!

Friday, September 14, 2007

♥ 9:37 PM

I was thinking.
What if you never talked to me again.
Would I regret being pissed.
Would I think of myself as a dumb bitch for not replying you when you apologised.
I don't deny the fact that I am afraid that you might not talk to me anymore.

But it's okay because,

Sometimes, the person you want the most is the person you're best without.

Maybe it's true.

FUCK.

♥ 7:45 AM

FORGET IT.
Is it all that you can say. I tried to care. I believed you when you said you never told her that you loved her. I believed you when you said you never told her that you'll be there for her forever. But wait, does all of this matter at all. Like whether I believe you or not. That is between you and that girl. Thanks for not trusting me. Thanks for being such a bastard to the point where you gave me your user name and password for friendster. You never realised that it was an insult to me, did you. Thanks for being so bloody insensitive. You had no idea how much it hurts okay. All you said was "forget it". I tried to be there for you. I wanted to assure you that, you can tell me everything cause I'll be there to listen to you. But no, you had to push me away. I have no idea why you got so fucking pissed in the first place. Is trying to show someone concern a kind of sin, a type of offence? FUCK NO. I said, if you didn't say anything of those things to her, you didn't need to worry. Why did you have to go all cold and say stuff like "fuck it" and "forget it". Forget it - these two words just showed me how much we didn't know about each other. And obviously, it proved me wrong on how I thought we were getting along fine. I don't understand how you could freaking doubt me. Like bloody hell, how could you doubt whether I trust or care for you. I believed you when you said you didn't say that you love her. I believed you when you said you didn't say you'll be there for her forever. I really trusted you. I really don't understand. Why did you have to go and say "forget it" and push me away. Fuckshit, it fucking hurts to hear that. I really don't understand. Why, tell me, why did you have to get pissed. I didn't do anything wrong. Oh maybe you got pissed cause I wanted to listen to you, cause I wanted to be there for you. And no, don't apologise to me. You didn't do anything wrong. I was the one in the wrong. I was wrong to freaking care. It's all my fault. What you said hurt me, in a way or another, and fuck, it stings.

I'm such an idiot. Who cries over stupid shits like this anyway.

David, thanks for listening to me.
You, listening to me, it's more than I could ask for.

DAVIDDDD

♥ 7:08 AM

DAVID BOUGHT ME MARSHMALLOWS FOR BREAKFAST/

David, you're the bestttttttttttttttttt man
I LOVEEEE YOU LIKE SHITXZXZXZXZXZXZXZ
Thank you so so so so so much!
:)

IM TIREDDDDD

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

♥ 5:14 AM

I've been studying so hard man.
Damn, I'm sooo tired.
I can't bloody sleep at night too.
I can only sleep at like 1 or 2 am now.
):

It's just another 2 more weeks before the main exams start.
GOOOO WEIHUI!
Just pass dumb bio okay? (:
I have 2 boxes checked out of the 25 boxes/
Hopefully, I can finish studying all this stupid topics before the examination starts :/

Gosh, I'm so into all the photography kinda thing now.
All the pictures are sooo lovey-dovey and sweet and nice.
Awww, I'm jealous. Hur.

I'm going back to study already.
YOU CAN DO IT, WEIHUI.
Righttttttt.

EXAMSSS

Monday, September 10, 2007

♥ 4:37 AM

Time is precious now, so I can only afford to do short posts.
I must study!
): :D
I promised I'll face exams with a smile on my face(:

Tried doing AMaths just now, confirmed a fact.
I freaking suck at Chapter 13. Bloody Trigo.
Don't know what double angle formulas all that shit):

I have to study hard.
GO WEIHUI!

Sometimes, a hug is all we need.

3AM

Saturday, September 08, 2007

♥ 1:03 PM

Zomg, I slept at 3am last night!
I couldn't sleep. That's why :/
And I woke up at around 12.30pm.
Not bad not bad.
9 hours of sleep! ;D

Have to go down to SBH later but aiyahh, I'm just going down for Huang and Huixin. Talk to them, study a lil' bit there, whatever. Yeahhhh(:

Stop fooling around with me.

HUG

Friday, September 07, 2007

♥ 5:03 AM

hug

[huhg] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation verb, hugged, hug·ging, noun –verb (used with object)

1.	to clasp tightly in the arms, esp. with affection; embrace.

2.	to cling firmly or fondly to; cherish: to hug an opinion.

3.	to keep close to, as in sailing, walking, or in moving along or alongside of: to hug the shore; to hug the road.

–verb (used without object)

4.	to cling together; lie close.

–noun

5.	a tight clasp with the arms; embrace.

I want the kind of 15 minutes kind of hug. When you hug that person, all you think about is him, and time seems to have stopped at this moment. When all you want to do is just stay that way forever. Soaking in the fullness of your love. Breathing in his type of smell. And you feel all fuzzy-wuzzy and loved inside and you just want to hold him close to you forever. This kind of hug, is sooo once-in-a-lifetime. And you don't get this just anywhere.

EOYS

Thursday, September 06, 2007

♥ 8:59 PM

I'm hooked on blogging! That's only for now. Soon or later, I'll blog like once a week.
Hurrrrr

Anyway, I had this super nice dream!

Dear God, please that become a reality pleaseeeeee. Thankyou. Amen.

Currently reading My best friend's girl by Dorothy Koomson. The Marshmallows for Breakfast is also written by her! :D OMG, ALL HER BOOKS. DAMN GOOD. Must-reads must-reads!

Huang called me yesterday! She said that. We have to go SBH to watch the inter-jc don't-know-what one on saturday ): 5pm - 7pm. Damn,this holidays is so shitty. I hardly studied. Omg, I need motivation! I must get into my study mode! I don't want to fail EOYs! ):

JOHN LITTLE SALE

♥ 10:06 AM

Back from the John Little Sale(:
Not bad ehh the sale. I bought a few things :D

Bought a bag which is $40. What kind of sale right! Likeeeeeeeee, I thought it would be cheaper. But still, the bag is. FABULOUS. Haha, I bought 3 bras too! HAHA, lol. I bought 3 books too! Wheeeee, I love reading. I really do(:

I still haven't bought my marshmallows for breakfast yet! ):

Mummy wants to go the the food exibition shit at Suntec tmrrrr. Owell. I suppose I can check out the Topshop&Whatever there(: HEEEEEEEEE :D Shopping!

More dresses please! <3
I want Red, Yellow and Green dresses! I don't mind blue too! SHOPPINGGGGG!

It's currently 1.10am and I'm still feeling wide awake. What a achievement!

JOSHUA QUEK WEN JIE

♥ 1:08 AM

One day away from you and it seems like eternity. says:
wah lau nvr blog about me fine

Haha, okay, I shall blog about you now!
I don't know if you'll read this though.
Here goes!

JOSHUA QUEK WEN JIE
(You must be feeling really honoured cause your name is super big on my blog!)

Okay, so, I have super no idea why you like to view my webcam so much. Every single time I'm in my sister's room, you'll just go, "WEBCAM"! Tskkkkk. You're in love with/addicted to the webcam huh! &How could you only talk to me just cause I'm interesting/funny. I'm hurt, I thought you talk to me cause I'm nice to talk to):

You ahhh, faster go and install your webcam and make it work! This way, we can have our super super nice video call righttt! Ask your daddy go help you okay?(: Hmmm, I realised I don't know much about you! ): Oh yessssss, I'm here to remind you AGAIN that you cannot anyhow use ily alrighttttt! Use it when you mean it! You can't use it too often too! Or elseeee.. I think you get what I'm trying to say. You probably think I'm such a nag now! HAHA.

I don't know what to say already! ): Ummmm, well. You're studying right now, and I think I'm kinda disturbing you): Owells. I shall end this post soon. To conclude the post, I shall just say, I'm super glad that I met you and I love you joshieeeee(: You'll always be the greatest and I'll always be the bestest kay! :D

Oh yes, here's a picture of you too!
Please don't kill me/get pissed when you see this :/

THAT'S YOU SHAKING THE WHOEVER-THAT-GUY-IS' HAND!